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if you know me you know i am the quietest girl ever

i don't get overly excited i don't scream or yell

I dont really give a shit about anything

I have a resting bitch face constantly

but I just did a happy dance around my living room in front of my open window in just my panties and tank top because I got the best news ever

IM MOVING AT THE END OF THIS MONTH

yes yes yes

I am moving down south

out of the north country and into the land of short winters and mountains

i am beyond stoked.

I got my dream condo [thank you Ashley for looking at it for me] and its right off of the main party street in the city im moving too

mind you it will cost me 1500 a month but whatever girl hustles

ahhh im so excited to finally be settled I feel like I now have control of my life

i am not a small town girl anymore i am a big city girl

woohoo

ive been so caught up in a lot of shit lately

stress and heart attacks spending 19 days in the hospital

and losing too much weight too fast

falling in love with chelone and then having him die

and then seven months later my mom died

and fighting with boys who I just wanted to love on

then meeting another boy and he was bat shit crazy

and then reconnecting with this other boy and hes lovely but nothing can ever come of it

and now finally getting to hang out with this other one in cali the end of this week and he just blows my mind

everything feels good.

and safe

and solid.

im done jumping from resort town to resort town snowboarding

im ready to start my career

get my fashion shit handled

stoked to be working with some really awesome brands in the skate community and hopefully branching out to the snowboard community

and friends im stoked to be able to do yoga everyday with my best friend! or go for runs or drink tons of wine and play board games ahaha or walk our animals together ahaha

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everythings felt so out of place for so long and now it just doesnt.

it just doesn't.

im home im home im home

i couldnt have done it without a certain boy kicking my ass into gear babeh you have no idea how much inspiration you've given me