do you remember that night our last... night... the night you gave me the most beautiful gift ever... at that point in our relationship well it was over we both knew it and I hardly recognized myself anymore your gaze was fixated on the ceiling of the bedroom we shared "i remember the girl you used to be" you said and i was afraid because i thought you had killed that person, i was gone, dead even.. I replied rolling on top of you straddling your stomach gathering all my courage to meet your gaze "its time you look at what youve turned me into and accept that this is who i am.. Go on.. I dare you" challenge accepted right? You flipped me on my back and we laid there complete innosence and ignorance mixing we talked about our future that we knew would never come our little "fiona and willows" were tossed around i didnt think I would ever get that, I never thought the future would be without you ..
it was a year and 8 months yesterday since I lost you. im still counting days.
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