Thursday, January 8, 2015

whats a love affair without a couple tears.

Dear - you the person who feels the need to flood my inbox with hateful messages about my "whatevership" with the guy  you are now content on being some useless side hoe too.

I feel sorry for you, and i will tell you why. While you're sitting there wrapped in your ugly insecurity, worrying about me and focusing on my life, I am enjoying my wonderful, happy and successful blossoming life. I wake up each morning knowing that I am loved so much so that you cannot fathom into reality, i go to work at an amazing job, and i get to travel whenever i want, I have a beautiful family.. i have friends that know me and im making new friends through this tragedy mending bridges that you are so content to keep tearing down.. . I am going places, places you will never see in a lifetime. so go on, sit there and be miserable about your pathetic life. Your pathetic "holiday" your pathetic non existent "relationship" which let me tell you wasnt even a relationship, and your pathetic so called "accomplishments" [i would list them but i dont want to give too much away you know who you are already], because to me you do not exist. Not today, not tomorrow, and not in this lifetime. You mean nothing to me. you will never be valued in society because you are disposable. useless. with no talent, no skill, nor the competence of being of any important value. so go on, keep checking up on me, because each time you do i will be one more step towards reaching my goals. and you? you'll be the same place you are now..no where.

i hope you find peace eventually, but i wont help you with that. and your hate wont hurt me. because your whatever you have with the man I love made you weak you prove that with your messages... i know mine made me strong.. through the anger and through the tears i came out on top..

Peace
Tehr

No comments:

Post a Comment